Zachary
I guess I always had some acceptance of the finite, but I was always taught that you go to Hell After you die, not before. I am trying to embrace your idea of purpose, but it doesn't allay my anxiety about losing myself. For me, right now, it is deep diving into wonder and appreciation, I don't mean anything fancy. Just the unimaginable joy I feel when my one year old granddaughter appears on facetime from sweden and knows who I am. I try to balance that with the burden and the loss. Thanks for writing. I liked your questions. martha