Just an honest, raw, gorgeous (if you know what I mean). The combined narrative of your horrible suffering extends beyond self disclosure, to the suffering of other people, which is a great gift. A long time ago I wrote a book about my own struggles Undercurrents: A Life Beneath the Surface (Harpercollins:San Francisco) Since then I have had a more recurrent course, so I am always grateful for voices that so clearly illuminate my experience. Thanks martha