I did think about your pub and didn't because I thought that it was possibly too blindly romantic, when, in fact, I am not sure of anything, except "going with the flow" Your writing on this whole issue had a big impact on me and made me rethink my own contribution to the affair and break up. I don't know how to write about it because I dont really understand it. I have tried, but I feel like Im in the middle of a strong current and I have to focus on staying still and not thinking. There's one Ive been working on but stopped when Ive gotten so sick.

Its about how obliged he is to respond to questions about her. Am I entitled to know what I want? Anyway, thank you for your note and wishes for baby maxine. She is blooming, breathing

and I miss her. I do not forget the things I read that impact me greatly and your pub is one. Im only writing about 2 pieces a month because I feel so lousy. Martha