Due to some things going wrong I ended up having to do the service for my brother in law who had ended his life. I did it and I have to say it was one of the most important, moving things I was done. At first it felt like "second best," but it wat at all. Dont get me started on churches. My mother will die in the next two weeks and I dread that process. But you have been her "Priest" in these past months.

You ushered her through to the end of her life. I have no doubt that you can carry her through to the end.